1/15/26
❈ happy new year ! here's a dead end from the archives (recorded 7/15/25)

need a reset on the back of my head:
need to wake up every morning alone in my own bed,
alone in my own bed.
you know you’ll never break me glass,
that’s why you’d rather me stone dead,
you think of me dead.
i’m not dead.
i’m not dead. i’m living and
trying to keep a bandage where you bit through the skin,
but the humidity’s beginning to melt all the dye in,
it melts all the dye in.
the coffee hurts and i’m still upright but i wish i was lying,
i wish i was lying down.
i’m knocked down for the hour
(now i’m feeling radioactive, will you ever feel ok?
can you deal ok?)

song of today: troubled by insects by cap'n jazz. from the forest with love ! !

12/12/25

11/14/25
❈ oops hi it has been a very long time since my first update here. still kicking, working, thinking. here, a treat:

i am a busy person. it's so hard to find time for everything, but month by month i get better at it... slowly. and i do, despite it all. growing new leaves in winter ! there is so much beauty out there, i think.

song for today: "gol-e gandom" by lloyd miller. stay warm friends ❣

08/27/25
❈ my website is up! yay. how are you? about one season has passed since winnowing went out (thanks 4 the love!), and in that time i've been working on lots more songs. while working on winnowing, i was very focused on making something beautiful and well-crafted, which meant i wasn't doing much experimenting or fucking around. i am happy to announce that i am currently in a period of experimentation and fucking around; leaning back into some noisier sounds from the s/t album, much more sampling, etc. here are some snippets:

today's song recommendation: "black rice" by women. one of my favorites of all time

ok bye may you live, prosper, and be healthy 𓋹𓍑𓋴 !